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Friday, April 8, 2011 @ 8:29 PM

Hello ,


Sometimes I just want to be alone and wet my pillow.
Tomorrow going out with the girls, it's been a long time that I breathe the air outside.

First thing I want to taste it desserts :)

Colorful Macaroons !

And this potato !

Sometimes I feel lonely, I bet everyone feels that once or twice in a month or few months.
Since last year November, after the break up, I have always wet my pillow at night, thinking that you be back, or just missing you too much.
and those days I'm having a hard time to build myself up again, it takes me for almost 3 months to stand on my own leg again.

Do you know how much I wanted to go out for a date with a guy that I love...

Kiss him whenever I like.


Be the most amazing girlfriend you've never had before.


Do you know ...

How much a girl's tears worth ?
It worth more than your deek.



after that few months I've been crawling back to my normal life and I did.
And soon after that I fell back for my ex,
and not even a month, we decided not to fall in deeper anymore.....
and I have been ...

Pathetic lonely.


Depressed.


But now I'm fine,

at least Panda emo with me LOLLL



and even I went through so many things,


is always waiting for me :)



So yeah, I decided not to let myself fall in the dark hole again, like the movie "The Hole (PG13)"
Hahaha, silent hill :"( LOL!

I want Starbucks's Ice Shaken Lemon Tea so much nawww, addicted again omg please no burn $$ !!
Tomorrow going to visit my grandpa's grave. I'm gonna be so tired! But oh well, tomorrow that Squid Ewe want to watch some 18 show but yeah... Only Chooi Yee is 18 so.... she buy the ticket and ONE OF US ( either me or Pei ) make up maturer will go in and switch the tickets with Pei,cause Pei and I watching the battle L.A, but according to that SQUID, my face looks like GRANDMOTHER so I am the one SHOULD be going inside with Chooi Yee. Oh yeah fuck you squid. I swear I'll eat you like hell when I have my nose done !! LOL!!!
Anyway gonna charge my cam now, gonna take hell lot pictures tomorrow :P


Stay tunes , ( I swear my next post gonna be my make up post HAHAH )
Bye-bi !!

p/s hope Japan is safe now :'(