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Saturday, November 13, 2010 @ 9:37 PM
This is to you ; If you ever not happy with my attitude, please do not keep it to yourself . You want this relationship to keep moving on, tell me what I should change . You,yourself never ever tell me about your problem before . It makes me felt useless . Did you ever notice that ? I tell you mine always, what am I doing, where am I going, with who . And when I'm moody, I'll tell you even though you won't really help to solve my problem, But I felt very comfortable after telling you my problems , at least there's someone to talk to me . If you think telling me your problems is like giving me a burden, please don't think so . I'll always be your listening ear . If you ever realize , our distance is getting more and more further . I understand that you're having your exam soon. I didn't complain , Last week, you told me that today ( 13rd November 2010 ) will be our date(?) But you end up canceled it . It was a last minute cancel . And if you don't know , I hate last minute cancel . I planned everything for today, your one text ruined the whole plan . I admit that I'm angry . I really am angry . Let's see , I argued with my mother just to make her let me stay overnight at Pei's house because of today . And guess what, I did it . I planned how to give you your present and a little surprise inside it . I was make up-ing half way happily thinking that I can meet you soon ! I tried to be pretty today . And you sent that message . I didn't blame you, but I'm angry . I acted like I don't care about your absence , but the truth, I care like fuck . I'm fucking sad/angry . I almost cried . But yes, I didn't . I stopped myself , I don't want to cry for lil thing . So , I went out like normal . I went home around 4.30pm. I sat at Pei's bed like I'm really going to insane , I started to read my comic book that I bought , and I read some adult magazines ( Cosmopolitian ) . It's great and I recommend you all to buy that magazines, it's really useful :) . Pei looked at me and asked me to remove my make up . After a while, I did . I was feeling so sad, to remove this perfect make up today . I had dinner with her at her house. It's great. I like the dishes that her mother cook :) After I sent that text to you telling that I don't feels like talking to you anymore, I wished for you to reply . You can say that I'm evil, to say that . I can't control myself to say it out, it's what I wanted to say from my heart. I don't want to act anymore. It's tiring . You might say that I'm over reacted , yes I am . I take things seriously even though they're a small matter , but one thing , I do not make things big . So yeah . This is what I wanted to say , for now . Bye. Labels: love |