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Behind every pretty girls, there's some guy who did wrong and made her strong.
Monday, November 29, 2010 @ 7:58 PM
 Look at the title . It's meaningful , it's true . Once a girl is in love, she'll eventually become pretty . Seriously, I hate guys that love a girl only because she have the body or face . You want to show off your girl to your friends, that show that you don't love her at all , you're using her . No matter how awful she is , she's your girl , you chose her . I don't know why I'm saying these stuff now but I've been thinking these things lately. Really ......bothering me . I've been reading manga .. for few days .. I slept at 5am yesterday . I'm really lifeless here . Haah, but who cares ? It's my life. The day you left me, is the day you made me stronger .*Thanks You gave me sweet and bitter memories , maybe for you it's bitter all the time. How should I say it ? Hmmmmm , You never fail to make me smile when I'm pissed , maybe for you I'm annoying. You never know how I feel cause you're not me , maybe you won't want to know how I feel either. And I'll never know how you feel because I'm not you and I don't care anymore , maybe you won't want me to care anymore :) I trusted you, but you put me down . Times spending with you is really great , maybe you didn't like it . I never knew you'd say those words to me, it made you sounds like a jerk :) , maybe you really are one . Thanks for those memories , I wrote a letter to you, I thought of passing it to you on your birthday , but I think it's some kind of a trash now , so I'll just burn the letter .... Yes, I haven't completely forget you yet , maybe you already fall for another girl . Or maybe you never ever loved me from the start . If it's true , one question . Did you have fun playing with my feelings ? Two excuses, and one apology , that's the end ? Okay let's forget about that , I want to apologise if I did something wrong that pissed you off while you're with me . You know right , I'm really a very troublesome girl, I have a veryveryvery bad temper . I get jealous easily . After all of those, I'm still a girl . I have feelings like you too . Maybe you just don't understand .. I've been smiling and telling my friends that I'm fine , these things don't bother me even a little! There's tons of hawt guy that waiting for me ! Ha-ha . Maybe I really are not fine ....it's been so long that I ever put this feel on someone . Hey, I want you to remember back how you meet and talked to me , it's funny! We meet in Maple . It was midnight, you're singing the song named Airplanes , that time I really dislike that song , I don't know why! I asked you to stop singing because I really dislike it . You asked me what kind of song do I like ? I told you I'm a Japan lover , you said If I understand what they singing ? What they talking ? Alien language , how insulting! But I like this honesty of yours. I'm attracted :) , I really hate guys that always sweet-talk with girls . Then , we became closer . Every time I woke up , the first thing I think of is you . I was like, omg it's this late ! He must have waited for me for so long .. Okay self-confidence lol! It was 4pm+ . I was really tired as I slept quite late ... When I'm on , you direct say Hi to me . I'm freaking happy I swear , because you talked to me ! At first you're quite hard to get along with, you're quiet . A lot of things happened then .. until that day you let me down . It's awful . I never expect you to come back, it's too impossible . ; Each day passes , I'm deleting few texts that you sent me . Each day passes , my memories with you starting to fade away . One day, I might forget who you are , because we won't be seeing each other anymore . This post isn't for you, it's for myself . If you don't like it, leave . Ah, anyway, I never expect you to come and look at my blog . because I'll be changing my link to those only close to me know . This is the last, farewell . After this post, there'll be a new life of me . Thanks for everything :) Pei, I love you more than you can imagine . You're the best of mine . We've been falling apart . We less communicate with each other . I understand it's because you're working . Remember this ? " Go eat shit, shit also cannot let you eat !!! " Ha-ha-ha ! I'll be working on 1st Dec, hope I'll concentrate on it and get over with this . Bye :> !!
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