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Worst birthday , not?
Friday, September 3, 2010 @ 9:47 PM
I would like to talk about my birthday .. 1st September 2010 , Went out in the morning with Pei & my cousin . Eat alot of things , went from Times Square and then to Pavilion since my cousin first time go .. I already quite moodless cause my cousin keep on nag nag nag and she's quiet . Then went home ... Nothing much, waiting dad come back . Since there's no cake , mom you promise breaker . Dad came back ,wait him to bath . Its already 8.30pm + , I'm having a bad feeling that dad doesn't want to go . So I went up , and he told me that go next time .. You know how heartbroken I am? Its my birthday .. yet no cakes and no outing .. So I just said okay and went back my room .. I make up , I dress nice , end up I removing my make up, I changed back to home clothes. What to do? Mom disagree that buying me a camera so she MIGHT be plan that asking my dad to teach my brother homework so he couldn't go with me . Yeah its saddening so when I removing my eyeliner I already started to cry and I look like ... the Orphan's girl . LOL I cry cry cry, then I go eat medicine, I stopped . Dad came in ask me what happen . I didn't say a word .. I just shake my head and went out throw rubbish then come back room again . He stand there like ... with a 'Haih' face . I see I cry more . Then he say , " Today I busy ma, not dont want bring you go . Today the auntie came find me, so we talk until I late back, don't cry ok? Why you so weak de, abit abit cry .. dun cry ok .. We go other time ok? Or tomorrow you ask mom fetch you come my office, after I finish my thing I go with you ok? " He've been talking to himself for 5minutes. I just sit at my bed and ' ...... ' Then I cried even louder, went to toilet to clean my face . Come out he already gone, I can very 101% sure he walk out with some sad expression face. I think more, I cry more. Then I cry cry cry. Mom scold me , to sis . Which I can hear . She said , " Don't care her, just let her cry . Demand so much things, so expensive also ask your dad buy. Crazy one . " Okay this I stopped cried and I was very angry. TMD . Then I close lamp everything, lie on bed and prepare to sleep. I cant sleep because I'm crying -.- . Then Choon Fai sms me, which makes me cried even louder. Then I cry cry cry , around 1hour+ already . Then my dad sms me ... which makes me more heartbroken .. " Girl ... don't sad ... I will take care " I replied, Okay. " Dad busy .. will allocate time 4 u " I replied, It's okay . " Take it easy girl " . Well, I cry until I cannot breathe. Can imagine how hard I cry? Lol. I may childish because of my dad don't bring me go out on my birthday. But who cares, I'm his daughter , not yours . Well then, I went down cook 2 pack of tomyum mee . Because ..... When I'm moodless, I'll eat and eat and eat until I sastified. So after I eat I went up and called ChoonFai to chat , and then I cried again . Total crying time : 3hours . I woke up in the next morning , I can't see my double eyelid anymore . My eyes is swollen! Damn swollen! So I wore a spec .... then mom say nothing . I ignored her , on the way to school, she ruined my mood more . " You want to buy cake or not?? " I said, Already past, buy what? Why not next month only buy? " Buying cake is only a meaning for your birthday, you so small gas for what " . I ignored her, she continue talking . " You always want this want that, you know your sis also say you(got meh -.- ) . Buy so expensive , dad also don't bear to buy ( I cried again ) . You ah, Doesn't know the limit , if you are in your cousin's condition, handphone also don't have ah ! " Reach school, I didn't look at her I just walked down .. and then Pei first sentence to me was , " Your eyes today are super duper swollen ... " I shaked my head and tears came out . I cried silently at assembly. LoL Friend wanted to come and wish me birthday but due to my -.- <- face . And Pei asking them not to come, they walked away. Lol Whole day no mood to talk at all , Ate some medicine , sleep all the way . As I'm really dizzy ... Reach home , I ate , Chee cheong fun, 2 small blueberry bread, 1 curry pao . LOL . Monster-tummy :D . Then I went to sleep . Sleep half way , Dad called me , " faster go prepare I coming back now we go Times Square! " I just mmm... mm.. Didn't know he really wait me outside -.- !!! Then .... in car he ask me, where got sell camera except times square? I dont want go so far .. I totally have no idea so I shake my head . Then he was like, haih . then drive . That time I want to cry again. Lol Reach there I went to Sony shop and look for the NEX-3 camera :( He said its too big and costy , he want to bring oversea not so 'fang bian' . So end up I bought the Sony ..... errrr DSC-HX5 camera , gold . RM1599 . Went home play camera !!!! snap snap snap . But afterall I felt guilty . You know, I'm easy attracted by people's word , example MOM . She said all that made me feel guilty ............. So that night I went to my dad's facebook and wrote , " Dad, I love you .........." And I add something in the comment , " And sorry ... " . He replied me a long one which I don't wish to mention here, If you found my dad's facebook then go and see! Then I cried abit again. lol . Okie let's enjoy the pic I snap .... err mostly are my dog , cause i dont know what to snap. Kekeke. Lol .            
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