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Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 6:32 PM
Anyway. Happy 1 Year 1 day anniversary to Xiyi laopo. Hope we can be like last time . I really hope ........ to... Exam tmr. Guitar class next.... saturday.. Listening to Emo song T_T . It's from Pandora Hearts. I love their sound track . So meaningful , like full of sorrowness . Showing how they feel w the violin . I love violin . But i dont like to play. Because i know i wont play as well as them . Oh ya.... Pandora hearts . A great anime . I can guess the storyline alr . Based on the anime ... I think the ending should be a happy one ... I felt so pessimistic fr awhile. LOL I love listening to vio&piano's sound . Like, can calm myself down .. O.O ilovemusic. & i'm learning guitar. I want to learn something new . Something that maybe people wont learn anymore. ---- I dont want to be in love anymore. Because i know , Love is painful . Happiness only last for awhile. Happiness dont last forever . Happiness... I'm feared to get hurt. I'm feared to face the truth. I'm .... scared of everything . Nobody understands me . I'm scared, the one who hurted is me . I dont want to get hurt. I'm scared of darkness . -- I'm always alone, am i ? Can someone teach me how to smile, how to live with myself , w/o others ppl's help? how to be happy . Sometimes i thought of , it'll be good, if i forget everything. Cause' i wouldn't ever rmb anymore of the sadness. I want to. Forget everything . I want to, be happy, & smile. Tell me how to. |