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What exactly happening to me?

What the fuck you want?

I'm frus bitch.

I can't seems to pick a new fish.

Yes, call me a bitch.

I need Pei to come back sooner now, it's troublesome fuck!

Insidious ;

the scary pictures are still on my mind!

Especially the ending, why must the dad trapped..?

Is it because of Josh's dad is the same? Gone because of saving him..?

This is just unacceptable, so sad! And Elise died in a pitiful way, you fucking old witch why did you killed Elise T_T .

So sad.. and those fucking ghost are smiling in the dream fuck it's horrified LOL especially with their red lipstick on, but yes this movie is nice.

I think the purpose of them to make this movie out is either,

It happened before/ Really exists this kind of thing like travelling to their world/ Wanted US human to know this is real.

Well, just 2 cents of mine.

I really have been thinking about it since I watched it just now, it's like, so real.

Man... if it's real then demon do exists after all?

Well , today went out with Ah Lim :D

Talked all the way LOL, bought my Shu Uemura eyelash curler ! Tmd last time RM55 now RM65 :'(

Bought things... and went F88's Skin Food to buy my base coat,top coat, and nail polish gold color!

It's a good product, satisfied with the outcome hahah!

Goshhhh saw two nuisance today. Please please next time I don't want to see you again please fuck off.

Okayyyy done.

Gonna play with nail polish again LOL!

皆さん、げんきですか？　

Hello!

Bawhaahaha. Just came back from Pasar Malam with @jassmine sim.

It's good to talk with someone when I'm feeling down.. thanks dear, for coming out :).

Really appreciate it! Love you baby!

Tomorrow going out with @chun keat lim. LOL. tmd...

WE'RE GOING TO WATCH INSIDIOUS ! Gosh..... I'm so excited wtf ghost movie hehehe.

It's been a long time I stepped into cinema :) Yays........

And fuck period!! Cramp until I can't sleep for the whole night!

and yes, fark nose sensitive!! I only slept for 2hours for the entire night!!

But now I've got the nose puffer.. so nose sensitive is not a problem anymore bwahaha!

So happy wuwuwu.

I've overcome my depression, sad, or whatever thing that's not happy.

I'm good ain't I? Ha ha ha! D9L7Y :D hehe.

I'll look for a new fish !!

Nowdays keep on read manga on phone I'm going blind x__x

Well, Manga rock(manga fox) is good. Haha, smut manga is my favorite yumyum.

Ok that's all a short lame update :)

Byebye.

JUJU ft.Spontania - Kimi no subete ni ( your everything )

Lyrics :

This post is not interesting, if you don't feel like reading a family's conflict, then I suggest you to leave :)

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I've been so busy for my exams and stuff and things going on around me hahaha!

Well... now I'm really upset. I've been in a cold-war with my mother and bro.

Correction, about 'bro' part, I now officially don't want to admit him as my brother.

He's the worst, fucked up 'bro' I ever had. And even it's crystal clear that it's his fault, mom will never hit him or tell him that's wrong and don't ever do it again.

She'll go like, " don't do that... " . (lol)

I was upset. Cause he was hitting my bro.

And the sound of the hitting really irritates me, so I went mad and ask him to stop.

He answered ;

" I was just hitting lightly! "

Ugh? I straight ask him to stop or else he'll cry for sure.

And yeah, he didn't. Imagine now,

I'm on the front sit, he's just behind me. So I grabbed his uniform and pull him over and shake him (lol) I can't hit him or pull his hair, my hand is not long enough to do that!

But yes, I managed to pull his hair.. and he dodged it.

Now,

My so-called-brother is becoming so evil and have no respect to me as his SISTER.

Well I don't mind anyway, since I've stop talking to him. I've totally fed up about family matters.

Well I did cried like shit in the car and in home. I phoned Pei with my sobbing voice.

She's ....shocked(lol).

I don't feel like staying in this hell home anymore. I run out of the house to get a cab and took train to her house.

I told her what'd happened and it really made me feel a bit lighter.

She even became my mom and cooked for me(lol).

Maybe I'm stupid, to care about this.

Because no one do so, only me.

Really, felt so stupid to cry over this.

But yet, no one bother to ask about me, yes, no one ,

except for Pei.

And, yesterday I heard something good.

Mom was on phone with her FRIEND,

and she was talking about us, " If I scold her, she'll say I don't love her, If I scold him, that boy will say I don't love him, so I just keep quiet! "

It's not about love or not. It's okay if you scold me if ONLY I'M IN FAULT.

But obviously, no.

Do you have to wait until that bastard child age 18 or 21, only tell him what's right and wrong?

He should know by now. What's right and wrong, what he suppose to do and not to do.

And acting like nothing happened, talking to me, calling me SIS?

" I don't know who you are, please don't speak to me anymore, I don't have a brother. " that's what I told that bastard. Even if I lost him as my 'bro', I wouldn't be sad. Opposite, I'd feel happy.

Mom is just too selfish. know why?

for example,

When I'm sick, she'll just nag and said I'm so troublesome, give her troubles.

When my brother is sick, she'll drive him for a doctor. And keep pamper him, asking him if he did eat medicines or not. If he hasn't recover, she'll drive him to another clinic.(it's happening actually).

Now, I, Ivy, doesn't want to get involve in family stuff anymore.

IF,

she is this selfish, then I'm going to do the same thing too. I'll just do my stuff, ignoring what's happening, it's fine if you HATE me. I just don't feel like talking to you.

Hey mom,

If you can, just hold him like an precious egg by your both hand and protect him forever ok?

Family conflicts, have always made me feel so down, up until now, I still can't forget/put down what had happened and how you treat me that day.

I will never forget, if one day, I had enough, and decided to run away, please don't come and look for me. I'd be happier if you don't come and look for me, worse , dragging me back to this house.

In this 6 years I've endured this shit, perhaps every single month, I'd argue with him.

In this 6 years, I've received enough of needles that pokes and stucked inside my heart.

In this 6 years, I'd enough. If only I have a choice to choose, to leave or to stay.

Perhaps, I'd leave, and never come back.

If only I have a choice,

I agreed to not violent him 6 years ago, because of what you demanded.

Because I don't have a choice, I was still a kid back then. I got nothing but you and daddy.

Do you even care for what I feel back then? I'm 101% sure you didn't.

You must be thinking, what can a 12years old girl can think? She's too young to be sad or depressed, or maybe both.

You're wrong, mom.

It's all because of him and what you said, I knew what sad and depressed is, at such young age.

It's not that I wanted to hate my brother.

It's because he,himself made me hate him.

He definitely have no moral inside him.

Now, everything about him, doesn't seems like is a matter to me anymore.

From this moment,now,today, I'm not going to care about anything else except for myself.

It's true, that 'everyone is selfish' .

I shouldn't have to get myself involve in this matter at the first place.

I'm just a loner, agree?

Sometimes I wonder,

what is friends? where are them when you needed them the most?

I'm not sure myself.

Life, isn't like a fairytale, a happy ending ever after.

Sometimes, you have to go through several stages to makes you become stronger.

I ain't seeking attention or needed you to pity me,

I just want to write out what I feel,

Well,

Alright, it's time to go on phone with ChunKeat.

Toodlesss~